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Ruined by LoveMy heart to bits you smashed,
My life has crashed,
You do not know what you have done.
You destroyed my future,
You destroyed my hopes,
I am tied by love’s ropes,
I cannot read, I cannot write,
I am just staring at the sky, consumed by night.
Instead of a future I see frontiers,
I see people for me dropping tears.
What has happened knows no one but me,
My demise is near and that I see.
Everything is because of your beauty,
For you I had to throw away my duty!
No one tried me to understand,
That I wanted my heart from you unhand!
I tried to turn to ashes your image in my mind,
I wanted to leave everything behind,
Oh, how I’d wished that day to go blind.
How I’d wished to abide this curse,
But I’m incurable, it gets only worse!
FanaticWho are you to judge?
Who are you to kill?
Fanatic, to a peace you are a threat,
You think we’ll go to hell? You’re going there I bet.
We are all equal in front of God,
Christians and Muslims fight not.
On your heart Evil has put a knot,
Do not try to destroy this balance!
Fanatic, many deaths are caused by you.
What you are yelling is untrue,
Don’t you have something better to do?
To make our future better you don’t try,
You want us to fight ourselves and for the fallen cry.
You are a monster, you are no one,
For you bloodshed is fun,
Change your way or your life will be done!
Tolerance will prevail,
To the underworld you will sail!
Only there you will belong,
If you continue your violent song!
Fanatic, leave us alone,
In hands of madness you’re a drone.
Your mind is by wrong ideas is damaged,
Stop bringing death, don’t be a savage!
Fanatic, because of you everyone is dying,
Bullets, sticks and stones around are flying,
Do not burn between rel
Bag Of AmbitionsThrough the streets I am walking alone,
In my life I nothing won,
Though I have ambitions in my bag,
Alas, they never showed me the right track.
I took a pen and began writing,
My mind and heart were always fighting,
As a result I wrote nothing exiting.
I used to play the piano, but I forfeited,
Though it was a skill I really needed.
I took a microphone and sang a song,
People liked it, but the dream didn’t last long,
They said to music I do not belong.
I tried myself in drawing,
But all I drew were nothing but scribbles.
That is not all, the count of my wishes always triples,
The deal is with talent not with wishes,
A fisherman always for a big fish fishes.
This cursed bag I decided to burn,
I decided like everyone my respect to earn,
The mass I wanted to join
And quietly earn a golden coin!
The bag is gone, with almost all ambitions,
But only one dream holds it my heart a high position,
This cursed wish will never let me complete my mission.
In distant shores, in distan
ProdigyThey told me I was prodigy ago many years,
Alas this gift gave me nothing but tears!
I was child then, I did not know my dreams just crashed
And my future was already trashed!
For my curse I was never praised,
I was tread like some waste!
I do not care if I had a million A's,
I was bullied in many vicious ways,
Until my freedom I counted days.
I had no friends since I was born,
I got use for relations to be torn,
I am used to the pain of treason,
Though my intellect was the main reason!
Years have passed and I'm no one,
I missed out from all the fun,
From my enemies I'm still on the run,
I have no destiny, my mission is done!
We're prodigies, but by our talents no one impress,
Everyone us try to suppress,
We are different than others,
That's the reason of our repression,
We are an easy target for oppression,
We easily fall in to depression,
We forget what we used to know,
Straight to oblivion we go!
Look at me now, who have I become?
I'm just a nerd whose time will never come!
The Lonely PianoIn my garden, under an apple tree stands an old piano,
At nights, when the moon shines, I play,
And the sounds for thoughts make way!
Traveler, if you pass near a garden, untainted and wild,
You’ll hear the music of a lonely piano,
Sometimes it is loud and sometimes it is mild.
It comes from a broken heart,
You know life is cruel and hard,
Different worries want to rip me apart.
By grief my mind is cursed,
By love my piano is enchanted,
Many feelings to my soul are granted,
But for no reason I get worse.
Politics and LovePost-Soviet suburbs, Post-Soviet blocks,
I’m surrounded by gray rocks,
I only gain the writer’s block.
On my heart there are thousands locks,
For none of them I found the key,
Though I want to break free!
Not many understand my words,
Even less need them,
Hatred and love at the same time feed them.
To a fearsome battle I want to dive,
But for you only I stay alive!
What if you me deny?
Do not worry, I won’t ask “why?”
I’ll turn away and say “goodbye”
And give my soul to the sacred sky!
I do not care what people think,
Between us I feel a bound, I feel a link,
But there’s little or no hope at all:
In a fight I will fall,
When the war is declared,
And when the might of my heart to a bullet is compared!
Politics and love cannot together be,
From the start I did not this see!
Still, to you my pen belongs,
For you I write poems and songs!
To this dark and cruel realm you brought colors,
Though I’m tied by ropes
* * *I’m not the only one, who is after your heart,
Many other knights are ready for you to fight,
Their armor and weapons shine like sunlight!
They want to rip each other apart!
I’m just a poor poet from East,
No, I’m not a wild beast!
I have no armor, I have no swords,
I have my pen, I have my chords!
Many rivals are ready to chop me,
But they should know they cannot stop me,
Because I’m already defeated,
My services are nowhere needed.
For you only my pen writes,
My piano for you only composes!
Of course, my gifts are not beautiful as roses,
But they come from within and that's what matters!
ConclusionNo one ever felt what I feel,
No one ever feared what I fear.
What goes on deep inside my heart?
Nobody cares, nobody knows.
Words from inside me broke through,
They are known to all: “I love you”
I wander around searching you,
It is meaningless, you’re nowhere near!
But I got nothing else to do!
For an eternity I am left alone,
My future is in a white mist gone,
And as you all see, I sit around and moan!
In this World I never shone,
And never will I shine!
Love causes the corrosion of my soul!
The day is soon, my rivals, soon I will fall!
I will turn in to a burned coal,
The wind will blow away my ashes.
I cannot change my cursed path,
No, it’s not just simple math,
It is her beauty and it’s eternal,
Though the flame that burns me is infernal.
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