False AmbitionDo not open the doors you lockedNever release the thoughts you blockedOr love will claim your heart one last time.Do not risk it, do not commit this crime!You have the matches, lit a fire,And be overwhelmed with useless desire,You have a passport, cross the border,But your life won’t be worth a quarter.You are standing on the brink,Your eyes are closed, you cannot blink,If they ever see the light,You will fall in a pit of endless night.Alas, you unleashed an endless curseYou turned your life from bad to worseNow suffer! It is your own decision.Forever follow your false ambition.
Kindness Of FateNothing to hold on to, nothing to believe in,I still do not know what World I used to live in.With my emotions I could not put up a fight,I woke up crying in the middle of the night.From the horrors of my former life,Where fears used to thrive,I ran away with no regrets,I did not care about the threats.No one was there to show me the path,I chose my own without knowing the aftermath.I followed a lane to the woods,It led me far from all known neighborhoods.It disappeared and left me there,Though in my heart there was no more despair.I was free from reality both dark and unfair,Fate decided me to spare.
Lose My MindOne look at her I need to love again,Her beauty one more time will enchant my pen.The World one last time will for me stop,To give me a chance to reach the top!If she will come across one day,I have lot to her to say.Maybe fate will be more kind,Or maybe I'll just lose my mind.Though I refuse to burn like before,To my past I closed the door!Nothing can tear my future apart,Except for one beat of a heart.
Former FeelingsYou realize she did not even exist,Though her beauty you could not resist.On finding her you used to insist,But she kept disappearing in the mist. When your muse came around,In your heart she made a wound,And you wrote to the one you love.You asked for aid from the angels above. With dark nights you got along,They kept singing you their songs,You penned them down one by one,They were about your special someone. Alas, it is all left in the past:Your feelings for her could not last.You forgot her very fast.You lost a dream that was so vast.
Identity CrisisMy writings are scattered all over the place,They cannot regain their former grace.What happened to me? Did I lose my belief?I am I already an autumn leaf?Where is my muse? I need to find her!Without this girl I cannot be a poet or a writer.Who will I become then? I do not know!Maybe the death wind away will me blow! Once more I experience the identity crisis,No one knows when it disappears or rises,I try to find a new path by following the old,Am I in search of love and in search of gold. What is my aim now, since she is no more?Thoughts made my mind a field of war:Like foreign bombs questions fallAnd answers break my mind's wall!
Chains Of RealityDon’t you wish to just rewind the pastAnd live a life from the start at last?Wishes like that never come trueAnd there is nothing you can do. You do not understand how the World looks.You try to comprehend it through books,Though reality sometimes is not what you desireAnd you become the greatest liar! You break chains with your pen,And get out of the darkest den,You discover a brand new place,Where happiness and peace will us embrace. Alas, it is all a dream, you are still trapped,In cold metal you are wrapped.You cannot face it, it is too sad,And if you do, it will drive you mad.
A Lesson From The HeartI drowned in obscurity, but at least I wrote,From many people guidance I sought,But now I do not make any sense at all.Read and witness my greatest fall.My pen is forgotten by everyone around, I decided to bury it under the ground.I cannot heal this deadly wound,My writings will never be found! Heart:You cannot write without your muse,To understand this you refuse.She guided you through the longest path,But you stopped without fear of the aftermath. You pay the price for ripping me out!You pay the price for silencing my shout!You do not comply with the rules of love.You do not listen to the heavens above. Never again the World will at you smile,And even if it does, it will take a while!
Broken PromiseI was blinded by the brightest light,I made a promise until the end to fight!Alas, many promises suddenly break,Maybe they are weak or maybe they are fake. You slowly died inside my heart,Inspiration is rare since you are gone,Everything had ended before it could start.Once again I am in pure darkness alone. You dissolved into butterfliesAnd now I feel how time flies.I wish to lose its track once more,I want to love like before. Alas, nothing will be the same,Only I am here to blame,I put out the sacred flame!I live in obscurity, you live in fame.
Free From LoveI cannot tell if my feelings were real or fake,But in darkest nights they kept me awake,“Leave me alone, for heaven’s sake”,I begged, not knowing what was at stake. Reality is something that changes a heart,Even if the love inside me was strongTime comes and it has to fall apart,You know that nothing with this wrong. You held me captive with your beauty,But now I am free from this curse,And from life’s hardest duties,Things won’t get from bad to worse. More than a year lasted this story,I penned it down almost every day,But now about you I don’t even worry,To you I have nothing to say.