I AM GONE!!!No more grow inside me flowers,TO WRITE I LOST ALL MY POWERSTurned in black my shining sun,I THINK THAT'S IT, I AM GONE!!! I knew that one day it will all end,And I knew that I am away by fate sent,Goodbye my past, I have detached my heart,I slammed it on the ground and broke it apart. Nothing more I can explain,My life just went down the drain,Nothing matters like it did before,I cannot take THESE THOUGHTS anymore.No one understands the pains inside of me,No one ever said a word of love to me,UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS NO WAY BACK FOR ME,THAT THERE IS NO HAPPINESS IN THIS WORLD FOR ME!!! FORGET ZAKEMUR WITH ALL HIS GRACE,THAT UGLY SMILE ON HIS FACE,FOR THE WORLD HE HAS DISTASTE,EVERYTHING HE LIVED UP TO HAS GONE TO WASTE!!! I AM LETTING GO FOREVER, FARWELL FRIENDS,I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT SO IT ENDS!!!THIS IS HOW EVIL CONSUMES SOULSAND CHANGES ALL PEOPLES' GOALS!!!
Liquor of My HeartI am looking at an empty glass,But I still can see two liquor drops,You drank it all, my friend, alas,Now you see a heart that stops… Drink it, drink it all!The bitter liquor of my heart,My friend, It will hit you very hard,You will fall apart. What is left in there you can drink,But you are standing on the brink,In your own tears you will sink,About the future you won’t think. The red liquor is almost gone,So, if you are finished leave me alone,Too much of it will turn us in to stones,And the pain will break your bones. Drink it ALL at once my friend,Don’t leave some in the end,I want to see you burn,To stone you turn,To stone you turn
Ending The SearchFor so long I searched for love, But one day I had enough,So I am packing all my stuff.It does not matter if it is cold or warm,I will ride the Greyhound through the storms,Back to Kansas, back to the dorms. And no mere heartbeat will stop my mind,if you search for a long time, something you’ll find,But nothing will matter anymore,Because from feelings you’ll be sore. I have abandoned all dreams of mine,To me they will never again shine,But at least I’ve got myself,Time to get the keyboard from the shelf. Sometime I think I will fail,And would not pay the darkest bail,But the music just goes on,I have decided and it’s done! Kansas is waiting for us to comeback,And drop the heavy loads from our backs,So let’s go back to our home stateAnd show everyone it’s not too late.
You're Losing MeI lost you and you’re losing me,And from day one I could see,That you and I were never to be. Some things are wrong, some things are right,You can inside me fire ignite,And the flames can blind me with their light,But I know all; I feel all, I see all in the night. What costs we are paying we don’t know,Maybe it is the right way to go,Maybe I’ll fall apart or maybe I will succeed,Maybe to happiness this all will lead. I am sad,I am mad,And I’m gladThat you are gone,And I am left forever alone. At least I am free and I’m nocturnal,I know this will not be eternal.
I Won't Die For YouI have not written yet my will,I do not know why I love you still,Why I need to pay this needless bill?I wish this feeling I could kill. With my heart you comply,But on my head I rely,No matter how much I cry,For you I will not die. You still make me wonder,Are you a lightning or thunder?Maybe you are not from the skies,Because so many told me you lies,This is why this feeling I despise. Small things of the past remind,They put my memories on rewind,Stop them, please be kind,I do not want you there, in my mind…
Awakening Of The MindSometimes I just doubt everything that’s said,Because of you I will soon lose my head.No matter what was, what is and what will be,The truth and lies I cannot see. Someday approval or denial will come,Someday maybe you I will overcome,Understand that I am human, for heaven’s sake,And a human can make a mistake! Why I chose you, I do not recall,I tried to amuse you, but that was my fall.Tell me what is going on within your mind,Tell me, release me. Please be so kind! No chances are taken, no promises are broken,But from a long dream I have finally awoken.Now I see the true colors of love:It is painted with my blood,It flows stronger than any flood. You will not recall me in a few years, oh no,You will never remember, who I was, oh no,You will, erase everything, every memory involving me,And I do not know what in you I see! You will just leave me lying dead on the ground,You won’t to run to me to patch up my wound,I w
Nothing To SayI once loved you, but lost the ability,My heart raced for you, but lost the agility.What it left behind is only sorrow,I do not want to wake up with it tomorrow. Too long I stuttered the same words,I know for you it was annoying and absurd.You never listened to the end,Well, now you lost your friend. I have never lived in such conditions,I lost my hopes and my ambitions,My soul was in pain and I was squirming.But you did not care at all how I was burning, I try to turn back, but it is not possible,My arguments are no longer plausible,Everywhere I go, you are eating my mind,When will finally I will peace find? A poet is crazy, but his craze grows more,When in front of his face you shut the door.I held back, because you pushed me away,I wanted to talk, but now nothing I have to say.
In DecayI wasted all my youth,By trying to tell you all the truth,But you just thought it was all lies,I look at myself now and see how time flies. ‘Cause I am in decay,Nothing else now you can say,You do not understand,That in reality I barely stand. I reached for help one last time,But no one held my hand,And you are not worth a single dime,Cause you do not understand…That I am in decay,And nothing else now you can say,You tore me to bits,My heart took too many hits. I do not wait for the final hour,But I know that life is sour,And it is bitterer than tears,I’ve seen it all, I’ve got nothing to fear. But I am in decay,There is nothing else now you can say,I had been scared for the rest of my life,And you stabbed my scar with a knife. You were the World’s biggest liar,You burned me with infernal fire.You never got to know what was I thinking,You never thought my soul you were drinking,Now everything
My PastFrom a distant land I come from,I’m just a student living in a metal dome.Here we get from the internet knowledge,We don’t get it from school or college.In this realm our only tutor,Is a personal computer!The education system is nothing but embarrassment,They keep it alive thanks to lying and harassment.Because of corruption no one learns at school,For some people it may seem cool,But not for the ones who want to learn,Alas, this is the government’s least concern!The majority of teachers here cannot teach,The peak of knowledge we can never reach.An excellent student I have always been,But here in Azerbaijan it is almost a sin!I’ve been always bullied, insulted every day,But still I continue to live my own way!Unprofessional teachers have always me disheartened,My life every single day extremely hardened.The Grim Reaper visits people here much more often,Towards them he will never soften.Why people here randomly die, you would ask,Because t