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ChoiceTime drops at me its shades,
But a choice must soon be made!
My soul, my mind and my heart,
Prepare to rip me apart.
My love for her with my future collided,
And pain throughout me glided,
How will I find a solution?
It is too late for revolutions!
If I this pathway cross,
Will I endure this heavy loss?
Or will I a bright future away toss?
I am helpless, like a beetle in spider’s moss.
“Decide, decide, decide!” they yell,
But I stand near a wishing well,
I make a wish and throw my coin,
I want to know where I am going.
Emotional PrisonBehind metal bars, by four walls surrounded,
My heart is under heavy locks,
Is my soul free or is it grounded?
To find the answer I look at clocks.
Their every strike pain at me releases,
But they are merciless, alas!
I am broken in to thousand pieces,
Waiting for this misery to pass.
In a wrong time, in a wrong place,
I witnessed her blinding grace
And to an age of troubles I put a start,
Life began to slowly part.
It is too late and there is no hope,
My sanity is dissolving,
My spirit is tied by love or ropes?
For many puzzles there is no solving.
Winter SecretIt gets harder to keep a secret as time passes,
You feel weak; there are tears on your glasses.
The same thing is with me going on,
I forgot about the planet I am now on.
My life was neither hell nor heaven.
In love that winter I had to believe,
Fate decided me to deceive.
The snow was falling like never before,
The blizzard was slamming the wooden door.
The whole city was dressed in white clothes,
Everything was asleep: from trees to roses.
My heart was made of ice,
I was born everything to despise,
Suddenly I saw her eyes,
And a strange feeling me embraced,
Never in my life such beauty had I faced,
All my hatred it completely erased!
To the present we are back,
I am still using the secret track.
I am being watched, they want me to confess,
But all the suspicions I barely manage to press.
I am ought to hide this endless disaster,
Alas, my emotions I could not master,
This love is unrequited; I must get rid of it faster.
I have been
Fearless LoveI cannot be frightened anymore,
From seeing ghost my eyes are sore.
My fears perished that snowy night,
When in her eyes I saw the light!
Far away in California, a flower blooms,
Oh, witches, take me there on your brooms,
To drop three words on her I’m willing,
“I love you!” my throat will be filling.
Vampires, my blood is all yours,
From love you are my cures,
Free me from the chains of my heart,
Werewolves come and rip me apart!
From anger and despair I yell:
“My misery to her I cannot tell,
My life is worse than hell!
Alas, my soul’s too weak to bid her farewell”.
Forging A HeartIn misery and pain I cannot live any longer,
Alas, my love for her gets stronger and stronger,
My heart with feelings agreed to comply,
That is why I believe in this lie!
I am not insane, I can understand,
To win her not a single chance I stand,
With every odd against me I continue to fight,
But time came to do what is right!
A new heart I decided to forge,
To save myself from her scourge,
To forget about her at last,
To leave her in my worthless past!
I melted the iron and turned it to steel,
I did not want anything to feel.
I added silver and gold,
To make my new heart icy cold!
When my mission was finally complete,
Time came to stop my old heart’s beat,
I ripped it out, threw it away,
And changed it to my own creation,
Alas, it perished in front of her face,
It could not stand her blinding grace!
No matter what I do, no matter where I go,
I never forget her blue eyes’ glow,
For her I am ready all my wealth of a cliff to throw,
Curse In CommonBroken hearts everywhere,
The whole World is in despair.
You and I this feeling share,
Oh, love, please one of us spare,
Life to us isn't fair.
You love him, but he is hers,
And I love you, that makes matters worse.
You want to reach him,
I want to reach you,
Alas, we both our chances blew,
Girl, you and I don't know what to do!
From those chains we cannot break free,
From obstacles for no reason we flee,
Our paths we cannot see,
Maybe we're dying in the desert,
Or maybe we're sinking in sea.
The sun for us will not shine,
If we stay on this line,
But we cannot leave,
By our souls we are deceived!
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