Unanswered LoveRip out my heart and rid me of this madness,
Love causes nothing but sadness.
My admiration for you no one predicted,
By your gaze for years I’m convicted.
I'm acting like a fool because of you.
People think I’m crazy; they don’t have a clue,
That I gave my soul to you,
But now I do not know what to do.
Far away in the Caucasian mountains,
Words hit from my pen like thousand fountains,
To you they want to tell my tale,
Alas to reach you they always fail.
My existence to you is unknown,
No one cares about me, I’m alone,
No matter what, to write to you I attempt,
But struggle is useless to my contempt.
I’m a peasant, you’re a queen,
I’m lucky that you’re face I’ve seen.
With hair made of pure gold,
About which legends have told,
With sky blue eyes,
In front of which no man can himself disguise,
For an in eternity my mind you cursed,
This feeling inside me burst,
Among all things unanswered love is
Unworthy to Write
A minute ago you had dreams,
Now they are nothing but ashes.
Bitter thoughts fill your mind,
Tears soak your eyelashes.
Forget your aims as time has passed,
What you hoped for will never be true.
Think about the future, change your path,
As about your work no one has a clue.
Your scribbles no one wants to read,
Your simple rhymes no one wants hear,
You even wish criticism, that you used to fear,
But everything is uncertain.
Throw your pen away, do not write,
Find somewhere else a light,
You are not bound to be creative,
You are not bound to known.
Accept you fate, you lost the battle,
You’ve been cursed back then, in your cradle,
Zakemur, you will never reach your love,
Erase her from your life forever.
Grounded HeartsChapter One
Dubai, pearl of the Persian Gulf, a modern metropolis, is famous for its oil and free trade zone. It is situated in far North-East of the United Arab Emirates. In cosmic view the city has a form of a short, but very wide strip stretching throughout the coast of the Gulf.
The city is divided by a creek in two parts: Old Dubai or, as the people call it, Deira and New Dubai, which arose from sand in less than a decade. To the North from Dubai stands a city named Sharjah, the capital of another emirate.
Here prices are low and life is luxury. You can call the city "heaven". Skyscrapers, shopping centers, souks, restaurants, fast-food chains, bazaars and others can be found in this oil rich oasis. There are many modern famous places people visit here, like Burj-Khalifa, the highest building ever built, artificial islands called “The World” and “Palm Islands”, Dubai Mall Aquarium, Atlantis Hotel and ect. Traders often visit the Gold Souk. It is obvio
Trapped by HerJuly has come to its end,
Her charm still has me penned,
I see that only to her I depend!
What do I live for, what have I achieved?
What have I from this realm received?
Why did I myself deceive?
When I fell in love everything I ruined.
I shouldn’t have seen her TV that day,
I should have changed the channel,
Alas, I had a broken control panel!
The spell was instant I couldn’t resist it,
On her my eyes and heart insisted.
My mind disagreed, but I was hunted down.
On this day I was exiled to a small town.
It was the coldest winter in history,
When I realized something bitter:
Forever for my love I’m bound to be a mystery,
But my pen was ready to write her songs,
My soul was ready sing them,
And to the readers I bring them!
My words have no might,
They are power the night,
For some reason darkness is my light.
RhymelessWhen you have no friends,
When everyone around hates you,
When time is against you,
You will fall, struggle is futile.
There is no cure for a broken heart,
With a broken heart, life is hard.
When you know she will never notice you,
You feel abandoned and lonely.
You forget rhymes,
You forget order,
Your lines are chaotic,
But they are free.
Rhyme limits our fantasy,
There is no freedom,
Though there is beauty,
There is an effect.
When everyone you knew is lost in a strange mist,
You do not know your next action,
You do not know yourself,
You do not know how to live!
With words you cannot accomplish anything,
You cannot reach your aims,
You cannot become someone,
You are frozen.
Time is against you,
You cannot control it,
It is the main tool of the Grim Reaper,
You understand that.
Forgetting her will never work,
She will come to your dreams,
She will haunt you,
She will never leave!
Death's Twin:The Great Harvest II Chapter II
“Excuse me please, but you said it yourself, that you need someone to open up to. So, I think this is the most appropriate time to tell me everything”. I whispered putting my hand on the girl’s shoulder to make her feel comfortable.
“My brother plans something horrible again. I suspect he has another Great Harvest in mind”. She answered unwillingly and a little annoyed. She said the word “Great Harvest” with such an effect that I was completely demoralized.
“What is this Great Harvest you are talking about?” I asked widening my eyes and again fear filled my body.
“My brother and I have many differences and similarities. For example we both can grant our powers to mortals, but I can grant them to only one mortal giving him or her immor
I Have a Dream That Won't Be RealI have a dream that won’t be real,
My resistance has no meaning.
With my heart I once made a deal,
To love her until the end of times,
I threw at the World my sad rhymes,
But they were all forgotten.
They did not reach her and never will,
But the ocean inside me is never still.
I’m not a poet, I’m a writer,
Who thought with poems he can get inside her,
And make her know that he exists.
This piece of paper only knows
What mean my infinite vows.
I wonder why it doesn’t burn,
From flames that come from inside me.
Who am I to love her? I am nothing!
I was born for no reason at all,
I won’t rise and I won’t fall,
Because by fate I am erased,
Because by fate I was misplaced.
A Letter to Beverly HillsA letter I wrote with my handwriting,
I forgot that even existed typing.
My soul, my love, my hopes I inscribed,
My feelings for her I described
On a piece of paper!
An envelope is in front, the destination is written,
Suddenly by grief and fear I have been bitten.
To her I’m not worthy to write even one word,
She’s famous, she’s popular and I’m just a nerd,
Who cannot find a place in this world.
Love is playing silly games on my mind,
Luck towards me is never kind.
A strange sensation my heart fills,
When I read the address: “Beverly Hills”,
There will be no response.
I ripped the letter in to halves,
No, never will cross our paths.
What do you want for my, fate!
Why don’t you allow me to love?
Why do you allow me to hate?
Dumb answer given when dumb questions asked,
But all is by a strange force masked…
Delirious PoemI want something, but I don’t know what,
Mindlessly wandering, wasting my time,
Against myself I’m committing a crime,
I'm turning my bright future in to a void.
I’m waiting for someone to come,
But I do not know who that someone is.
I do not know why I am still here,
When my life is empty and no one is near.
As days go by, my hope dies,
But I do not know what I am hoping for.
By a strange feeling I’m possessed,
But what is it I cannot understand.
I forgot about rhyme, I threw away harmony,
As they imprisoned all my feelings.
I’m like an old ghost a few only notice,
And only by few in my existence believe.
My inner world is a gray wilderness,
That no one ever wants to visit,
My heart is dark from all the obstacles,
That my life gives me almost every day.
I feel like there is something heavy inside of me,
It wants to permanently be free,
But it does not, it just can’t!
It brings me misery and only misery!