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Death's Twin: The Great Harvest Chapter I
My teenage years, an important part of my life, had almost ended. Almost a month had passed since I turned seventeen. Since my birthday I had been having strange dreams, visions and nightmares that words cannot describe. Two nights in a row I felt someone standing, heavily breathing and sometimes walking in front of my bed, but no one was there, though the feeling of someone’s presence did not disappear. It was frightening, but sometimes amazingly breathtaking as I wanted to discover what stands behind those nightmares and put an end to this madness once and for all. Little I did know they would change my life forever.
I remembered that I had experienced similar feelings ten years ago, when I saw strange lights in my room one evening while getting out from the kitchen, b
Requiem For My MotherlandTo ashes all my wishes burned,
My future in a white fog lost.
Motherland, to what have you turned?
Why have you given up the ghost?
Your brave children forever left,
Your fairytales infinitely forgotten,
From all your treasures there is nothing left!
Who is guilty of this horror, in which you have gotten?
If I answer it won’t any sense make,
As there are many who bare the guilt!
Naming them here only time will take,
As there is nothing to rebuild!
I tried to calm myself for many years,
My Motherland, only for you.
Alas, I cannot hold my tears,
While I see the torture done to you.
For hope hopelessly I searched,
But it is late, a mountain became a hollow.
Despair in my heart surged,
Burning it with flames of sorrow.
I want to be thankful for all that I have,
But the bitter truth blazes in my eyes.
For politics, or writing the mood I don’t have
Forced to be a Secret AdmirerI’m hiding in shadows, I cannot get out,
It seems impossible there is no doubt.
Still I’m willing to try and try,
It’s better than to sit around and cry.
I don’t want to be a secret admirer, I had enough,
I want to reveal myself to you my love.
Alas, a large crowd is blocking my way
You will never hear what I say!
Consumed by darkness, forgotten by life,
With a broken heart, stabbed by a knife,
I left the crowd, I won’t return,
Even if my soul like a coal will burn!
From the mist I tried to get out
I yelled to you very loud,
Alas, no answer came,
My words to dust turned by your fame,
I’m still a secret, what a shame!
No matter what the consequences are,
No matter if you are too far,
No matter if I’m unheard,
No matter if it is absurd,
No matter if it is spring, summer or fall
I love you and that is all!
Miserable Because of LoveSlowly life is losing its meaning,
I hear my wishes their last song singing.
Ah, love, to what have you brought me?
With one deadly arrow you have shot me.
By the World itself forgotten,
Nowhere near to her I have gotten.
Everything is silent, but my beating heart,
I fear, from love, it will fall apart.
I have lost all hopes, but I do not care,
Since life to me has never been fair.
A miserable poet slowly fading,
Not even heaven for him is waiting.
She will never hear me, I see,
How cruel life can be!
True love has brought me pain,
Alive I barely now remain.
One word from her is just enough,
To ease the agony of love.
Alas, that will not be,
From chains my heart will not be free.
Struggle For LoveHere am I standing all alone,
With my chances completely gone!
To you my feelings I cannot express,
I haven’t had a single chance to confess.
I’m trying to reach you every day!
There is so much for me to say!
Alas, I don’t have any might,
I’m like a shadow in a dark night.
You’re like a novel, I’m just a dot,
Which is why you see me not.
“Why?” is the question I want to ask,
Of course it is an impossible task!
Luck is deceiving,
Love is deceiving,
Life is deceiving,
Still, to you all my love I’m giving.
Two different worlds cannot collide,
Though I’m not giving up without a fight!
My poems are endless, my will is strong,
My love for you is forever long.
A Stormy Love PoemDark clouds invade the sky,
They gather here to cry and cry,
Along with theirs my tears will fall,
As I am despised by all.
The wind blows,
A storm approaches,
Everything’s gone from bears to roaches,
But I’m with the storm,
As a poem it will form.
Ah, lighting, my friend,
Please strike until the end.
In my heart you strike all day,
You enlighten my mind’s way
The Darkness will soon the day consume,
The count of tears that fell I cannot assume.
I loved, I love and I will love her,
Alas, she cannot hear a shout or a murmur.
Where is hope? I cannot see!
How such love can even be!
I want to reach you, but you’re too far!
You left on my soul a deep scar.
You are driving me insane!
You will never know my pain!
This stormy twilight to me reminded,
That I love you, I cannot hide it!
No matter how hard I try to fight it!
Too many letters are to you addressed,
Alas, from who they were you never guessed.
I’m lost in thi
Love is Gone1
Stay behind; you are in my past,
Do not try a spell on me cast!
To the future I’m moving fast,
And some in my memory don’t last.
It was hard to forget you though,
But I said to my heart “NO, NO, NO, NO!”
The stupid cupid grabs his gun,
He shoots and thinks its fun.
I love, but despised by everyone, everyone
You never, never noticed me,
But I always, always loved ye.
To forget you aimed my heart,
But this task for it was too hard.
I feel an Earthquake; it is my heart’s beat,
I remember when once it was sweet.
Now to ashes turned the love I had for you, for you.
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