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Facing Reality“Why do you need fame? Is it the money or is it the power you want?”“ Love is the only thing I desire. I want to be near her”.“Love? Ha-ha-ha! You are a fool to think that love can take you to the top”.“I believe that one day we will meet each other, the only thing I need is recognition”.“Look, your time is running out, you have not achieved anything significant and there are a lot of people that have better chances than you do. Give up on the idea and live your miserable life”.“My writings will save me. I believe I will achieve my goals”.“If you think your worthless pieces will get you somewhere and will change your life, then you are out of your mind. Look at your writings! Just look at them! No one will read them, no one I tell you. Have you forgotten the time when they were denied by literary magazines? Aren’t you tired of seeing “We regretfully inform you…” and so on
ExistenceOur story had ended before it could start,In your World I am not present, but you took my heart.It is impossible, it’s not even hard, to meet for us one bright day. I doubt that I could find to your eyes a way. Just to exist for you what would I not give!Alas, my destiny on my every step deceives.So many twists, so many turns,But an endless fire inside me burns: One year ago in times of sorrow,When I did not see any signs of tomorrow,You came along and wrecked the past,Before your beauty it could not last,With your help I forgot it fast,What powerful spells you can cast! That’s why I value you more than my life,I wish you would always thrive.
Strange FriendshipNever my soul you befriended,Because you always me offended,Though I kept and keep our friendship secure,This is an illness for which I cannot find a cure. Many mistakes I made, many troubles I got in to,My dear friend, it was all for you.I took the blame for your deeds,I had done everything to meet your needs. In times when I covered you I almost got busted,Good thing that my words everyone trusted.I have never heard a “thank you” in return,But know that against you I will not turn. Though my heart was not meant for you,In my mind for no reason I loved you.It will be a secret that I’ll forever keep,Through these moments of my life I am going to leap. You are a girl with a future that is lost,I look at you and see that you are a ghost.You had your chances, now they are gone.Saving you is my mission and alas, it is undone!
A Poet's FallA dying spirit of a poet can never again resurrect,If his dreams and feelings are treated with neglect.For the love of his life his battle will never stop,Even if his pen he forever dropped. He will see the darkest hours,When the lighting strikes and drains his powers.His small victories will no longer cheer him,Because she never will be near him. And I watch him from the side:He is hopeless and taken by despair,I know to madness he will glide,But from the start I’ve never cared. His time is slowly running out,But he is not struggling at all,He accepted fate without doubt,And now with pride he awaits his greatest fall. He knows that he’s a goner,Though he does not call for help.Alas, I am along with him dishonored,Because I see him as myself!
Understanding PainWhen everyone chanted your name that dayI understood that to your heart I had no way.You do not want stop by and read the poems I wrote,You are famous; you do not recognize my existence.My writings are obscure; they are used to clear a dry throat,But I continue against all forces my resistance.I wish someday you would understand this pain.You stabbed me with your charming looks,I can no longer live with the wound from your grace,The love that hit me that day you cannot find in any books!Only God can your name from my life erase! If one day you will this cursed piece read,Know that I still for you burn,I know you my love will never need,But who knows, destiny can turn.
Fake WonderlandA place where you want to breathe,But you cannot get enough air.A place that you want to leave,But you can’t, you are in despair. Freedom is something I wanted long ago.They used to tie me up with a rope.I am packing and now I am ready to go,To rebuild, to change it all there is no hope. In lies we have to swim every day,To love we are not allowed anymore.Anything you want you are not able to say,They throw you in a room and lock the door. A fake wonderland that no one can escape,If your body is gone, your soul will stay.The truth they can no longer shape,They want to throw it to the sea away! You freed me from this chain,Now my soul can for a while rest.I want to love you, but I am insane:To alter this realm I try my best!
Last PagesIn my manuscript where I wrote my pieces,Its final pages to my pen releases.With lies about love it is full,Reading it sometimes gets dull. Her name all over the pages is scattered,I remember the time when my heart it flattered,Now I look at it and burn from despair,I am hopeless, I am not treated fair. In times of darkness she shed light,But now again I am struck by the night.What means to smile I forgot,By a bullet called reality I was shot.
My Path to MadnessI broke my dreams, all over they are scattered!With their presence no one they have ever flattered.Life is something given to us without our permission,I have never understood on this planet my mission.I remember the time when I was burning with ambition,But I failed and dropped out from all competitions.I wish no one was born on that February day in 1997,Maybe my life would have been close to heaven,I want to rewind the clock back to the dark 2011.Yes, there were hard times, but at least love did not burn me,Against my well-being it did not turn me.She is tattooed on my mind by cupid himself,Because of her slowly I am losing myself.The end really came for me that winter in 2012!Yes, she did help me come out of an old shelf,But what was next she never told me,I am facing destiny with no one to hold me.I am just a soul wandering in empty space,I cannot see the way I am going; I am blinded by her grace.I am guided by the illusions of her face.This is called madness an
Uncertainty In LifeWhen will sadness come to say goodbye?I am gloomy, I do not know why!I do not have any hints about my fate,I want to know before it is too late. I do not know if the truth is in my mind or heart,Sometimes I feel that everything falls apart.The World around me changes so fast.I cannot catch up, I think I won’t last. What is going no one can tell me,The word “life” no one can spell me!I am trapped in an eternal puzzle,Thoughts try my sanity to guzzle. When love came I though all questions died,Though time showed that to me it lied.Nothing is certain in my actions,I rebelled against all factions.