KansasKansas, you made me your child,
And let me out running it your wilds,
Towards adventures that I’ve never imagined,
I try to keep a clear mind with all your tangents.
I still remember when it was cold,
Her hair was like your wheat fields gold,
Her eyes were blue as your sky,
And I was charmed, you know just why
Love is unanswered once again.
It is now as it was then.
Kansas, why have you bestowed this feeling on me?
I am myself, I was never meant with anyone be.
Why are you putting me through all this pain?
Please take a moment and explain!
Alas, you won’t, you are mute!
No matter how many may refute,
I found the answers by myself!
Forgive MeYou feel the way I feel at last,
Justice feels good sometimes,
But turns in to sadness so fast.
There is no redemption for what I’ve done!
This town is filled with Holy Sites,
Every prayer each one of them ignites,
I was in the gravest pain,
And prayed that you would feel the same.
My voice was heard from the skies,
I just now opened my eyes,
Why did I wish upon you this curse?
For me it gets worse and worse…
Forgive me, forget me when I am gone,
May you never be in this World alone,
You will find someone, but I will not for sure,
There is hope for you, but for me there is no cure.
Trust me, darling, it is too late,
I cannot love, such is fate,
But it is not how it is for you my dear,
Move on forward, what’s next don’t fear.
You Are Just A MirrorYou are just a piece of glass,
You do not have style or class,
Why do you haunt me with my reflection?
Why do you kill all my affection?
You are just a mirror!
I can shatter you any moment,
To end this endless, painful torment,
But seven years of bad luck are not worth it,
You make me everything simply forfeit!
You are just a mirror!
When I look at you I feel so hopeless,
You kill every bit of light,
When I look at you I feel so worthless,
You take all that’s left of my might.
You are just a mirror!
You make me dive in the darkest abyss,
There is no one detail that you miss,
You reflect my feelings and my face,
And I just wish to be erased…
But you are just a mirror!
Mirror,Mirror, get off my wall,
I wish one day you would just fall,
Break in to pieces and leave me alone,
But I doubt that you will ever be gone,
Because you are a mirror,
You are everywhere,
And when I find you,
I feel in despair…
Real DestinyTorn down by demolition machine,
Everyone is gone crazy,
If you know what I mean.
Society sometimes is not what it seems,
Do not conform, about the truth inform,
It’s a lonely way, covered in hate storm.
Kid, you chose a life,
You are not going to have no children, no wife,
It is a game and you are in it,
And you are not here to win it,
And when you feel left out,
Just ask yourself what you are about.
Universe has brought this curse,
And it is getting worse and worse,
But do not grief, because there is reason,
Behind such horrible treason.
Why did you come from the stars?
I do not care if its from Venus,
Or if it is from Mars,
You still owe a debt to the human kind,
But when its too late you cannot rewind,
Just move on, carry on with your life,
You can live it, however you desire,
Except you cannot stop love’s fire,
But that is not the meaning of this whole existence,
Find strength in yourself, find some resistance,
If you cannot breathe without a soul mate,
Than with death
Fading ImageI know you came from heaven,
But turned my heart to hell,
And I know you never loved me,
Trust me I can tell.
I am trying to get over you,
I am trying to do my best.
And bit by bit love is dying,
I can give everything a rest.
I am writing one last poem,
And the poem is for you,
Because no matter where life’s going,
I will always remember you…
From the start of happy times,
You were my favorite muse,
You helped me with my rhymes,
But, alas, you are slowly fading,
Your imagine is almost gone,
I am sorry, but I am tired of waiting,
I would rather be alone.
ConfessionLet me break the status quo,
And let you know how much you mean,
Since you still do not know,
Your answer remains to be seen.
A confession must be made,
No matter where and how it goes,
This is what happens when love invades,
And when the truth nobody knows.
I tried to hide my emotions for too long,
I thought I succeeded when you were gone,
I thought I was invincible and strong,
And that I would let you go when I am alone.
How I felt I did not explain,
And I got away for a while,
Alas, now I am in pain,
When I remember your smile.
But would you accepted me?
I doubt it, no one accepted this heart of mine,
And I know I might cross the line.
From all of men I am not out there the best,
But without acceptance change will forever rest.
Last ''Thank You''Be my muse of just this once,
And forever I will you let go,
The curse you cast has long faded,
But nonetheless I appreciate it.
My sanity you erased from the very core,
I had a life, to pieces you all of it tore,
But to rebuild a chance was given,
And that’s how you are forgiven.
Never thought I would write to you again,
Because it does not matter anymore,
I look back who I am now and who I was then,
And I am thankful forevermore.
To venture all these lands alone,
To conquer obstacles on my own,
To face my fears when they strike back,
To repeal every attack,
You taught me by blinding me with your grace,
With that pretty smile on your face.
Now it is all in the past,
Feelings don’t forever last,
They disappear in thin air,
With all the pain and despair.
Can't Forget YouThere are miles and miles between us two,
But for some reason I cannot forget you,
I thought separation was the key to success,
To let go of love, it was for the best,
But, alas, visions are still stuck in my head,
To a new whole level of feelings they led.
We parted our ways without you knowing,
And without me to you slightest showing,
That my heart had ever something do with you,
That I ever wanted to say that I loved you.
It was all over; I thought I was done,
I thought from my thoughts you were gone.
Why am I always in the wrong,
At times when I try to stay strong?
My sanity was in its place,
But it was replaced by your grace,
Why did I gaze on your face?
I do not know until today,
Well, this is all I have to say…
Do Not SearchDo not search for a soul mate, she is not there,
Man up and get up,
I know that you are in despair,
Forget and move on!!!
She is gone…
What part in your life she had to play,
Is not important anymore,
Fate will forever you from her delay,
And from love your heart will be sore…
You would not be able to live or breathe without her,
If you do not give up right here, right now,
No matter how much you dream about her,
You have to erase her at some point somehow,
Because it is someone that is not meant for you,
And you know exactly what to do.