Forced to be a Secret Admirer

I’m hiding in shadows, I cannot get out,

It seems impossible there is no doubt.

Still I’m willing to try and try,

It’s better than to sit around and cry.

I don’t want to be a secret admirer, I had enough,

I want to reveal myself to you my love.

Alas, a large crowd is blocking my way

You will never hear what I say!

Consumed by darkness, forgotten by life,

With a broken heart, stabbed by a knife,

I left the crowd, I won’t return,

Even if my soul like a coal will burn!

From the mist I tried to get out

I yelled to you very loud,

Alas, no answer came,

My words to dust turned by your fame,

I’m still a secret, what a shame!

No matter what the consequences are,

No matter if you are too far,

No matter if I’m unheard,

No matter if it is absurd,

No matter if it is spring, summer or fall

 I love you and that is all!