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Last PagesIn my manuscript where I wrote my pieces,
Its final pages to my pen releases.
With lies about love it is full,
Reading it sometimes gets dull.
Her name all over the pages is scattered,
I remember the time when my heart it flattered,
Now I look at it and burn from despair,
I am hopeless, I am not treated fair.
In times of darkness she shed light,
But now again I am struck by the night.
What means to smile I forgot,
By a bullet called reality I was shot.
My Path to MadnessI broke my dreams, all over they are scattered!
With their presence no one they have ever flattered.
Life is something given to us without our permission,
I have never understood on this planet my mission.
I remember the time when I was burning with ambition,
But I failed and dropped out from all competitions.
I wish no one was born on that February day in 1997,
Maybe my life would have been close to heaven,
I want to rewind the clock back to the dark 2011.
Yes, there were hard times, but at least love did not burn me,
Against my well-being it did not turn me.
She is tattooed on my mind by cupid himself,
Because of her slowly I am losing myself.
The end really came for me that winter in 2012!
Yes, she did help me come out of an old shelf,
But what was next she never told me,
I am facing destiny with no one to hold me.
I am just a soul wandering in empty space,
I cannot see the way I am going; I am blinded by her grace.
I am guided by the illusions of her face.
This is called madness an
Uncertainty In LifeWhen will sadness come to say goodbye?
I am gloomy, I do not know why!
I do not have any hints about my fate,
I want to know before it is too late.
I do not know if the truth is in my mind or heart,
Sometimes I feel that everything falls apart.
The World around me changes so fast.
I cannot catch up, I think I won’t last.
What is going no one can tell me,
The word “life” no one can spell me!
I am trapped in an eternal puzzle,
Thoughts try my sanity to guzzle.
When love came I though all questions died,
Though time showed that to me it lied.
Nothing is certain in my actions,
I rebelled against all factions.
Tricky VisionsI played a song we know on a piano once.
I imagined her standing beside me then.
Her blue eyes shot me like two deadly guns,
I was lost in my mind’s endless fen.
Familiar sounds turned foreign and magic,
When you are in love this is the deal.
Alas, I knew that this is tragic:
The World I dreamed of was not real.
I understood and the music stopped,
In despair I fell for a known reason.
From my spirit this vision my heart robbed!
Once again has come a dark season!
IfIn a World where our dreams come true,
It is a place for me and you,
But one thing is for sure,
It is in our minds and we cannot find a cure.
We have something called imagination,
“If” is a word of its creation!
We see, we feel the land that we desire,
But it is not real: our minds are liars.
Maybe, my love, one day we’ll meet,
If on the same path stand our feet.
Destiny all reasons can abide,
From it no mortal being can hide!
Again my soul sings songs from far away,
I feel that I won’t see the day,
Which I awaited for this long,
To bear this pain I am not strong.
Fate, That's What It IsIf in life no one believes me,
They will believe when I die,
Though in a desert they will leave me,
No one will for me cry.
My pen no longer wants to write,
My soul has left me for no reason,
Slowly I lose my love and might,
I hate again: I am a victim of saint treason.
My guardian angel you have always been,
Alas, for each other we are not created,
Because everything I have seen,
Your image in my heart has faded.
I came in 1995; I am not ready to live this life,
I cannot see the lights of heaven!
Who knew that you would thrive,
When you came to this world in 1997?
Fate, that’s what it is…
A Reason to LiveIf only she had the guts to actually do it, to just leap among the cold waves and sink in death among the fish. She breathed in the smell and taste of saltwater, and water sprays hit her face, neck, and chest. She shivered slightly in the breeze from the waves, but she wasn’t really bothered by the chill. What weighed on her mind was something much deeper than the weather.
A pang of apprehension penetrated her heart as she envisioned her body being plunged into the water and weighted down by the strong waves. She thought about what it would be like to gulp in mouthful after mouthful of water, choking and never feeling any relief, b
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