Lonely GirlShe tried to follow her heart beat by beat,But the angry winds swept her off her feet,How can she live in this small Kansas town?She sits around all day and frowns… Do you notice a guy who acts like a clown? Kansas, why are you doing this to me?Kansas, why never I with her could be?Kansas, what’s going on in this dark old world?Kansas, who is this sad and lonely girl? Sometimes it feels like I burn with hellish fire,Oh, God, is it something that I desire?No, it is a curse,And will I never break free…
Please, FadeI tried to read her mind,And then I realized,That fate will not be kind.In my mirrors I can see myself every day,Tears fall from my eyes, nothing I can say.I am not worthy, but she surely is,She will be a shining star, I will be lost in abyss. I killed another crush within this heart of mine,It hurts sometimes to understand,Please, just don’t remind,That I will never hold her hand,She will be with a different man…And to kill my feelings yes I can,This is my only plan… She does not have to know,Because I know too much,My eyes and ears have a magic touch… A crush just faded away,Maybe another one we will see some day,But now there is an empty void,And I can finally rejoice…
My DarlingI can’t be your lover,Oh, my darling flower!There is no reason for hating,For so long for you I’ve been waiting. Time has passed since last hopes faded,But I still love you, please, appreciate it.I am desperate to be with you,But, understand I do not know what to do! When finally I will leave this phase?When will I get out of the maze?When you lose your meaning for me!When once again my soul will run free!
A ValentineWhen Valentine’s Day approaches,My wooden heart is overwhelmed by roaches,And from my skull comes out a snake,How long of this will I take? It’s kind of hard to concentrate,Because thoughts most of my mind ate.I’ve been punished for my sins,Everyone, but me now wins. I am defeated, but now I see, who wore masks,They are happy, they fulfilled their tasks,Still, there is some hope left in the sky,Before I say my last goodbye. I stand up and look around,All I hear are laughing sounds,But all I see is the dark,There is not a single spark.
Suffocating the Soul: IsolationI am forgiven, but it does not mean I can forgive myself for my actions.01/29/2014Why should I be forgiven for acts I have never committed?02/09/2015Suffocating the Soul: IsolationHappiness and joy are something foreign to me, so dear reader, if you want your world to be colored by mostly bright tones, you are terribly wrong. Still, I have some bright colors in my pocket and I can use them…but not in this story.I am walking through halls with cinderblock walls painted in disgusting yellowish beige colors. The floor is made entirely out of wood, what kind I do not know, but I am sure it is getting old, just by taking one step. I look at the ceiling: it is only one or two feet above me. It is grey and dusty, with cracks, and only fragments of it remind of the time when it was new, almost as white as snow. The hall leads me to a large lobby overwhelmed by cold and the dim light makes me feel strange inside. It is a feeling of nostalgia, l
I AM GONE!!!No more grow inside me flowers,TO WRITE I LOST ALL MY POWERSTurned in black my shining sun,I THINK THAT'S IT, I AM GONE!!! I knew that one day it will all end,And I knew that I am away by fate sent,Goodbye my past, I have detached my heart,I slammed it on the ground and broke it apart. Nothing more I can explain,My life just went down the drain,Nothing matters like it did before,I cannot take THESE THOUGHTS anymore.No one understands the pains inside of me,No one ever said a word of love to me,UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS NO WAY BACK FOR ME,THAT THERE IS NO HAPPINESS IN THIS WORLD FOR ME!!! FORGET ZAKEMUR WITH ALL HIS GRACE,THAT UGLY SMILE ON HIS FACE,FOR THE WORLD HE HAS DISTASTE,EVERYTHING HE LIVED UP TO HAS GONE TO WASTE!!! I AM LETTING GO FOREVER, FARWELL FRIENDS,I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT SO IT ENDS!!!THIS IS HOW EVIL CONSUMES SOULSAND CHANGES ALL PEOPLES' GOALS!!!
Les Miserables PledgeLes Miserables PledgeI will remember Jean Valjeanwhen I steal a loaf of breadand when I ask "Who am I?"I will remember Javertwhen I look at the starsand when I am let go from someone who should've killed me.I will remember the Thernardierswhen I am Master of the Houseand when I learn how the Dog Eats the Dog.I will remember Fantinewhen I Dream a Dreamand when I will do anything for a person.I will remember MariusWhen I see Empty Chairs at Empty Tablesand when my world is changed in a moment of breathless delight.I will remember Cosettewhen I have a Castle on a Cloudand a Heart Full of Love.I will remember Eponinewhen I am On My Ownand when there is a Little Fall of Rain.I will remember Enjolraswhen I see Red and Blackand when I Hear the People Sing.I will remember Gavrochewhen I see Little People.I will remember the Friends of the ABCwhen I meet someone who makes sacrifices for an important causeand when I see a red flag.THIS I SWEAR BY THE STARS!