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Lightning strikes too many times,

And I lose track of muses and rhymes,

But I remember yellow leafs,

And a beauty, who forever my eyes leaves.


In my crumbling world I saw a spark,

I saw a dim light in the dark,

And you were standing, captivating me,

With your splendor and majesty.


Your blood red hair shone to me

Like nothing before I have ever seen,

To say “hello” to me you were keen,

And never so startled I have ever been.


You sky blue eyes were made in heaven,

You gazed at me, I counted to seven,

I turned away to avoid a curse,

To not turn things from bad to worse.


You only stayed for a couple of days,

And so briefly crossed our ways,

I did not mind, I did not chase,

I thought that I could you erase,

Because never I’ll have you to face,

But you scarred me with your Grace.


And now I wish I could stop my dreams,

Stop my heart’s fastest streams…

I breathe through writer’s block,

For now it’s on the clock,

I want to stay in the void,

And old feelings just avoid.


Alas, there’s time and space,

To remind me of the former grace,

That shone once to me,

 The light went everywhere beside me.

Everything was painted bright,

Every detail caught my sight,

And gave my pen the might

It does not have anymore.


It is gone for good now, nothing’s left,

I returned my heart, there is no theft,

This darkness surrounds me every day,

And less and less I have to say,

About you.


Love is blind, mine was not,

I see less now, I saw a lot,

Please, forgive me, but goodbye,

I forgot the day you caught my eye,

I forgot the glory of the ways

I used to act in the old days,

To put a smile on your face.

But now if you have for me distaste,

Because you think I am a disgrace,

Understand I am no longer in the race,

I do not care about you anymore.


Where is my purpose as a poet now?

Without love or hate,

I follow fate,

Too early and too late.

Born in lands God forsake,

Spend every moment in ache,

I am free from all…

No more feelings of sorrow,

But no view of tomorrow,

Living day by day.



You think you’ve accomplished something,

But you live in a much darker world.

The past is now gone forever,

But you do not care a bit.



I cared, I cared for too long,

But now the void within me is too strong,

Why should I bother waking up,

With heavy thoughts on my mind?

Why do you need emotions?

Exist without them,

Live life without colors,

Live your life without flowers

Live your live in gray…



Where is your human feelings?

You are a human being.

Your heart is an empty cup,

Fill it with something special,

Something that makes you smile,

Smile wider than ever before,

Before all of this changed your life,

Life that still continues.


I used to have a reason to do what I do,

Now it is just a habit I am trying to get through,

Meaningless motions, without emotions,

Trying to keep a clean conscience.


Embracing the darkness in the dim light,

I do not think I will sleep another night,

It is 4 AM, and there is no meaning,

To feel what I used to be feeling.


The pen slides through snow white paper,

It cuts it in two like a sharp saber,

But what is the point of doing this all

If It feels empty just like this Fall?

To fill the void I leave to fate,

 There is no love, there is no hate

For times have changed.

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Embrace the darkness, the peace and the truth


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Hello, my name is Murad and I'm originally from Azerbaijan,but now I live in Kansas. I'm an aspiring writer. I have been publishing my works on many other websites since 2010. I write poems, stories, fanficts and ect. I also like music and drawing(despite the fact that i'm bad at it)

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Autumflowers Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Beautiful works, wonders writing. Poems never really did it for me, they seemed to forced when i wroth them. i love yours though ~ 
Zakemur Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014
Thank you very much for your kind words
Autumflowers Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Of course- i can learn so much from you and i look forward to it :3
CrazyMai Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Student Writer
I just found your profile and I enjoy your writing style. Unfortunately, I haven't had enough time yet to go through all your works but I'll definetely do it another time :)
Keep it up!
Zakemur Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
CrazyMai Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Student Writer
You are welcome :)
TheLibertasLeague Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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F4TH0M Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave :)
Zakemur Featured By Owner May 27, 2013
You are welcome!
BrighterHeart Featured By Owner May 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You write beautifully.
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